Not in a good mood.
my mum was scolding me
just bcus of a small problem.
i told her the words truly from my heart.
i said , parents normally think studies only keep difficult only,
nothing much more.
and she say, dont keep blame parents la hor pls.
blame urself for not paying attention all this.
but did she think,
in the process of study-ing hard. not only u need to study hard.
Also depends on ur fren,
like ppl in first class. they critisize us,
like we their dog like tht,
we just tolerate and diam diam.
like what wenhua say,
weiting, yi nian yi nian , mei zi dou hui yu dao cuo zhe, zhe ci jiu wang le ba, shuo shuo yi xie ke yi
i listen to her advice.
and just kept silence.
but i just wish-ed there is someone i could talk to
and my mum say i lose my temper.
keep saying is all my mistake.
i pass test all this,
she say i am still not good enough.
to her, what is good enough?
sometime i would cry bcus of her words.
i take each of her word seriously.
but did she took mine seriously?
did she ever thought of my feeling?
she forever think tht , i have to be the best ,or i am just nothing.
idw to be critisize like tht,
somemore its my mother.
it brings down my courage,
so what if i lost confidence.
and prefect too,
always kena chasiao.
she wan me quit.
everything also quit
thn she start saying i no faith.
what do parents want i rly wanna know?
u all made me cry through the day and nights,
make me think and spoil my mood
i rly wanna say,
IHATE IT TTC!
In a sibey fking mood,
_l_
maii come disiao,
or maii blame me kpkb .
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